Yes, this blog is to vent out my frustrations and what is going on. I have every right to feel how I want to feel. Some may think I'm having a pity party, guess what I don't care. I am upset yes, but I am not feeling bad for myself. Yes, I have thoughts to end my life, but if I was going to I would have done it already. The fact is that the ONLY reason, I am alive is becuase of my son. People can hurt me and knock me down all they want, but at the end of the day, my little boy loves me and treats me better than any man has.
NEVER tell me to forget the past and get over it. You will not win that fight. Best way to piss me off. I will NOT forget about it! It is the past, and I live with it everyday. Not by choice by how I am still affected by it. You will NEVER get it, so don't tell me I need to move on. You haven't been where I am, in my shoes.
Yesterday was very challenging and if you stop for a second and listened you would have realized I wasn't pittying myself....
This is a message to someone who I don't speak to. I'm sure you will read it here. I know you still read these things. I worte this a week or so ago, maybe more I don't remember.
To everyone else thnaks for reading, if you chose to read this.
It's almost impossible for someone who hasn't had a head injury to understand the hell you go through every waking minute. It's like having your life ripped out from under you. Yes, Shereen, you have every right to feel the way you do. ((((HUG))))
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